Today's PA lab very fun.. enjoy it so much. Got dardar, david, amanda and gawain in my group. We never group with dementor, dardar and me run away.

Then we (minus gawain) went to Bedok to have lunch~!! My favorite goreng pisang!! After that went to play pool. Then the 3 of them went back for tutorial and i stay in school wait for dardar.

P.S: dardar dui bu qi... >.<

alright... 2nd half of the post. Just got power supply back at about 10 mins ago.. around 12midnite. Most towns in Singapore experienced blackout, including my area!! It last for about 1hr+ to 2hr?! So cool... hahaz.. 1st time experience it.

I was using the com halfway and it suddenly goes off! Gawd...scare me..then i look out of window...entire area black! Then i heard shouting everywhere..people slowly realise it's a blackout and light candles..hahaz..... I thought of going around selling candles to people sia.. =x
It's so hot..no wind outside...
Then i heard people climbing up the stairs coz no lift service.. those people living at 10-18 storey...so poor thing..hahaaz... stuck in lift de..worst sia...
Interesting experience!!

My whole family sleep in living room floor coz so hot! Terrible...
kk.. time to sleep le... 12.20am le! >.<

doodling @....9:26 PM

Today's DPP PBL so sad! I was grouped differently from dardar and amanda!! They are in the same group leh! So sad!!! I was group with those people i seldom interact with, feel so left out! But dementor in dardar's group also. haizz...

Just now went for soccer match to be ball picker. Tampines Rovers ladies vs Liverpool FC ladies. Got dardar,amada, huiyiand others...surprised to see Bryan there also! Last time got to know him from Wei Sze.

Anyway... haiz.. stress ah...be ball picker.
Those got-nothing-better-to-do people came in free, sat opposite the standium...right behind us, then I guess the first 1/2 of the match boringto them la, they start suaning us everytime we pick the ball. Maybe we inexperience la...but we doing voluntary lehz...they curse and swear over there... i listen already also damn pissed off. Sat down there and fume. What a bunch of assholes.

The match kinda boring... Liverpool beat Tampines Rovers 4-1. haiz... feeling so hungry now. They gave us fillet-o-fish only... The jersey alright looking only..nothing special...not exactly nice but "lookable".
I was looking forward to $5 transport fee to pay my DPP lecture notes leh...but never give leh!! *bleahz*

doodling @....12:23 AM

Today my uncle came over to setup my router and stuff.
Everything ok le! BUT....my printer and sound card screw up.
Damn it... so irritating lor....
haiz.......
He work on everything for very long hours, without a word of complaint..... so grateful!!

doodling @....11:18 PM

Hmm.. went for lecture today. Dardar can't change his CSAS class to be same as me.... Guess i got no choice le...dementor sure ask me pair with her..and it's not like i got anyone else to choose also..haix..

I was kinda upset and furious...so showed sulky face throughout whole lecture and while walking outta school. Then i was really bad lahz... kinda ignore dardar also...although not his fault...coz i was just furious and got no where else to vent anger mah. Then some of my coursemates thought dardar make me angry... >.<
So poor thing hor.. =x
Sorrryy!!!!

Then after that go lunch with dardar and head over to my aunt's house...my uncle taught me some com stuff...about my router and virus scan and some com management thingy. Fun!!
Following that we went to another uncle's house...coz got gathering for all relatives!

Guess what?? My elder cousin..the one that grew up with me...brought his girlfriend along too!!!
She's so pretty! Glad for him... very nice girl orh!!
It's such a special feeling... to see someone you grew up with, so very close to last time...now attached and all... kinda feel happy and sad.
Happy that he found such a nice girl...
Sad coz i really miss those times when we were young and close together and play around... wish things can stay as before always at times... without troubles and so carefree...

My kor is such a nice guy, that's one lucky girl!! Really hope they last!

doodling @....1:21 AM

Hmm.... just went wif amanda and that 'thing' to find teacher. So suay... 3 of us never get DPP in our timetable yet. Went to find Loh, he was so surprise...by right everyone should get it already.

Then when i came home and check timetable... gawd.. my CSAS class is same as IT! In fact...my timetable and hers are practically a duplicate!
AT 8+pm, she keep calling my handphone!! Dardar say maybe she want to 'booked' me as a partner first for pair work in CSAS, ask me don't answer the call.
I pray and hope and wish that tomorrow dardar's request to be transfer to my CSAS class is permitted! So i can pair with him.

Maybe next time i should enlighten her that human and gui don't mix. hmm...

doodling @....10:45 PM

I'm in a FOUL MOOOD!!!!!
argh... so damn tired and stress up today.

Sucky timetable.... so messed up.. classes clashing and stuff...
Then my CDS ended early.. so rushed back to my lab. I don't wanna miss that extra lab session that Miss Hor so nicely try to fit everyone in...

But both amanda and me join in the class kinda later... so no idea what was going on, what to do..everyone seems to be rushing their own report.

It's so stressful and maddening when everyone seems to be rushing their report and u have no idea what's going on, what to do... felt so helpless!!!
Then that blardy dementor didn't even bother to look at us and offer to explain as normal friends would. So much for a 'friend', u bloodsucking leech! Got trouble, need project mates...then come and lick our boots,and suck up to us....

If that's no maddening enough... she was hogging that blardy reference book for ages!!! Ahhhh!!! Thinking back can still rise my blood pressure up a few notch. Everyone was rushing the report lor... not only her! Then she finish le can just hand in and leave... didn't even bother looking at us.. as if don't know us like that, yet every other days she need mates to accompany her in classes, she can be your 'bestest pal'.

The next time she needs help, she can go stick her head up a pig's ass!!! Don't come licking our boots again!
grrr.... zhen de shi QI SI WO LE!!!!

doodling @....9:50 PM

Feeling very terrible right now. I feel a splitting headache coming up... I'm dead tired and getting cranky and all... argh.
So DON'T mess with me.

The day started out fine... then went with Wei Sze, Steph and Huifen to Bishan.. Steph and HuiFen want to get their haircut at Wei Sze's cousin salon at Bishan. But first we go to the place where HuiFen work..get her pay.. it's at Beach Road. So they went to that very nice hawker center to have lunch.
Following that we took the train to Bishan.. get our eyebrows trim.. then walk to her cousin's salon.

The going home part was the nightmare. I got no idea how to get home from Bishan, the place was a distance away from MRT... so took bus 28 with them to Tampines.
The ride was hell... so squeezy like sadine... then we got no seats! So we stand ALL the way from Bishan to Tampines where Steph & me drop off at blk 201. I was feeling kinda car sick and my heels were aching like hell and the ride was a goddamn 1 to 2hr....standing!!!
I was feeling real lousy and uncomfy... all the while wish dardar was there!! *sobz*

After we drop at Tampines... i still have another hour ride of Bus no.3 back to Punggol!!! My head was still damn dizzy.... i was so afraid i was gonna puke anytime. On the ride back on the verge of tears.
Gaawd...... We board bus 28 from Bishan at 6pm... i reach home at 9pm.. a 3hr bus ridesss in hell....

When i got home... mum and dad was stunned... asking why i took so long. I pour out the whole story then my 2nd sis say i dumb... Got bus 80 and bus 159 at Bishan interchange back to SengKang de. But i wasn't anywhere near there mah!! Then dad ask why I never take the train, then i just blurt out my wallet is completely empty. $0 bucks. MRT card left 50 cents. haiz...

He was so shocked sia... then he gave me 40 bucks! Finally can survive till next allowance... >.<

doodling @....11:10 PM

It's 12.46am now.. Gawd.. hair still wet..can't sleep, tomorrow lecture at 8am somemore.

Today's the day for Pinocchio on Ice... the show's at 8pm.. but lecture end at 2pm, so we rot at the mall. Amanda accompany us... we have Pizza Hut for dinner! =D

Anyway.. the Pinocchio on Ice was ok lahz... nothing special perhaps dardar and me old liao... duno how to appreciate fairy tales anymore..hahaz..
The show starts at 8.30pm, all the while I'm more amazes by their ice skating skills then their performance...so inspired to learn ice skating now!!
The going home part was a nightmare. It ends at 10+pm...The bus was full all the time.. no cabs...all On Call de.. so dardar and i have to walk to Kallang MRT station from Sg Indoor Stadium. Rush for train...then dardar send me back to Punggol... then took a cab home.
For dardar's unluckiness with the bus no. 3 and cab...please tune in to his blog..hahaz.. think he gonna curse and swear..
By the time i reach home already 12midnite..

Haiz.. hair still so wet now.. tomorrow must wake at 8am ah....

doodling @....12:45 AM

1st day of school. Well... things weren't as bad as i expect, coz dardar is there with me! Feel so blessed today! hee..
*floating on Cloud 9*

Well, first lecture of the day already start lesson le... it's like a follow-up of PUO, i sure hope i can catch up. >.<
After that got 7hr break, went with dardar to eat Delifrance gratin.... only the potato one nice... but serving so little! Dardar got pasta..kinda plain.. then my sis told me before rice gratin not nice.
Following that we bought dardar's bro lunch and went his house. We watched Love Actually vcd...at first i didn't quite catch the show.. slowly begin to grasp it. Still alright bahz..hmm..

At 5pm, we went for the last hour lecture.. 2 new lecturers.. hope things turn out for the better for PA2 *pray hard*

Oh ya... that SOMEONE whom shall not be name =x, is BACK for me and my pal! *horror of horrors*
gawd.... IT's timetable is full of names of those who share the same classes as IT, and i'm listed!!!
Gawd...save me from IT's grasp, my timetable is almost the same as IT except for 1 class!
And pls pls... save me from IT's grasp in project! Seems like there's gonna be assignments and projects...
2 times experience were all i can take before i lose my tolerance and get nasty...
And...gawd save IT if i ever did...

doodling @....10:28 PM

I'm bored!!! I'm home alone...come online..no one to talk to.. haiz... so i just play 8hrs straight of game.. till i can't even walk properly after that... sat for too long!
If u guys are wondering... dardar go granny house, so i stone in front of com alone.

In case anyone wondering what happen to that clubbing i was blogging about 1 week ago? *bleahz* It's cancelled. -.-
Coz my 2 guy cousins refuse to go with us, then my other cousin refuse to bring us if no guys going. *bleahz*
What a WIMP!
Alrite, i'm not feeling kind right now. In a cranky mood.

Oh ya... dardar's blog got passerby tag and say his blog nice!! I'm so jealous... why no passerby says that to me de... if there's any in the first place. >.< Okiee... this probably sounds so silly right now and dardar's properly grinning as he's reading this.
HEY! Wipe that grin off ur face! *bish*

School starting tomorrow.. argh!! DREAD it!!
Stupid quizzes, idiotic test, !@#$^ exams... argh!
Oh ya... not forgetting that SOMETHING that keeps clinging on me and my friend like leeches, BLOODSUCKER! humph!
Stop licking my boots and sucking up on me! *pui*

Life is so sucky right this minute. School sux!

doodling @....9:41 PM

Feeling so much better today! Went to dardar's house and he cooked me lunch! Yea!! hee... After that we went out.

Let me see... we went Funan IT Mall, Fort Canning Hill, Liang Court, Clark Quay, then end at Chinatown. Dardar brought me to eat this very very nice Yong Tau Foo... yummmy =)
Sharing the same table with us is this middle age couple with their little son, and he got VERY NICE eyes, can imagine him charming alot of girls with his killer eyes next time. hahazz..

Came back home and only dad at home. Mum and my 3rd & 4th sis went granny house to stay overnight, coz mum wan help granny make dumplings. My granny make the nicest dumplings! Then my 2nd sis went for class chalet. Left me and dad at home.. the whole house is so quiet.. so not use to it.
Poor dad has to come home to an empty house and have instant noodles for dinner. >.<

doodling @....9:58 PM

Worn out today!! Went with 2nd sis and mum to shop at Bugis. Of coz before that we go pray.

Gawd... because i took flu medicine before going out... i was walking around half dead..like zombie... head felt so heavy.. 4 limbs kinda abit achey and weak. Feeling so terrible now!!

doodling @....9:09 PM

Dardar came to deliver potato bread to my doorstep after his research thingy today. He was still having fever..it worsen.. yet he still come all the way to deliver the bread... hao gan dong orh!

I'm also sick with sore throat and flu. Terrible! Yesterday night keep waking up coz throat so pain..didn't even sleep properly..
Haiz...

Anyway...just check timetable. Dardar and i have almost the same timetable! It had happen for a few consecutive semesters le. ;) So glad!

Oh ya...then dardar won a pair of tickets to Pinocchio on Ice. Isn't he soo lucky!!!!

doodling @....8:21 PM

So fun today! Went dardar house with the mission to bake a bread! hahaz.. we went to have lunch first and do some grocery shopping. We decided to make potato bread, pretty easy! Just measure and dump the ingredients into the machine and after 3hr50mins, "tadaaa...~~" It's done! Amazing huh!! hahaz..
But i didn't wait till bread is bake..by then very late le..so i left for home lor.
No idea how it taste like... dardar got the pic of the bread in his blog. go see k??

The only down side of today is that dardar came down with minor fever!! Then i got sore throat... haizz >.<

P.S: dardar just msg me and say the bread taste good! His mum say very nice, better than Gardenia!! lolx... yeaaa!!!!!

doodling @....9:12 PM

Made quite a trip today!! It's amazing how bus number 3 route can link so many people i know together....from friends to dardar to my relativessssss.. scarey!!

Since my 2nd sis is soo busy as usual after she came back from China..forever rushing her projects, i help her distribute the stuff she bought for my relatives...running that errand for her. I drop by 1 stop before dardar's... to pass shoes to Steph, meet dardar up then drop by my 2 aunties' house.

Following that...we went cineleisure to watch that Potter show. Such a huge difference from the first 2 ones... and there's so many missing links!!
We met Steph there too! hahaz... "heey, u look nice today ;)"

After that we eat at Taka as usual...munch munch and munch...
Gonna grow fat le, by the rate we eat.
But then againz... so hard to fatten dardar up.... >.<"
How ahz... anyone got any ideas? =x

doodling @....9:58 PM

Mum has to wake me up today!! Since i need to go back Dental Health Center to remove the threads that sew up the gums. Pretty fast and not pain de. *blehz*

After that went back Tampines, go back the salon whee i did my rebonding, went there to cut my hair. My hairstylist never work there anymore!! humph!!! So no choice, let others cut. I decided to cut short my fringe.. cut more layer..so...yah lor.
Then after that meet dardar and Guo Wei, they having lunch after the crystal research thingy.
They say no difference ...except i cut my fringe..otherwise "Got cut meh?"
Ahhh!! Typical male species ***Ah^Bish**!!!

Following that..accompany dardar went to find his shorts. Mission failed. Can't find... then Tampines so sian...nowhere to walk..so went back home lor...
Tomorrow then go watch movie!

All my sis say not nice lehz.... mum say the hairstylist cut not very good... haix...
No need go school liao!!!

doodling @....9:53 PM

lalalalaa.........Happy today! It's granny's birthday and everyone arrived as usual. Got buffet at home and stuff...

Gathered with all my cousins..the group of girls around my age... we used to gather and play together when we little.
Used to be so close together, the group of us, and everyone goes seperate ways as we grew, but we still chattered and giggles as if we were little girls once again. hahaz...

Oh ya... here's the main thing. One of my cousin's elder sister say she will bring us clubbing next Friday. WOoooott!! Heard that?
STEPH!!!! i'm going CLUBBING first le =Þ
Okieokie... maybe that was childish. Especially to those that's been clubbing since duno what age and those 'chiongsters'.
But heeey... don't laugh at me k! I know i sound like moutain tortoise, buit i don't care! Let me high for a while first. Just ask anyone...
Jasmine + Clubbing ---> no reaction.

So.. ya... I'm so excited! Can't wait!!!
Me and 6 other cousins will be going, maybe along with their fiancee & fiance.. not sure yet. Safer to go with cousins and stuff for the first time...and my mum actually allow!! Isn't she the best!!!!
Then I'll probably stay at my cousin's house then go shopping with them the next day!

Next friday seems like such a long time away still!! hmm... Must cross my fingers....hope nothing screw up at the last minute and cancel everything...hmm...

doodling @....1:07 AM

Finised another novel today! Gawd...this one is really really touching.. it has me getting all teary and anguish at the same time. Power author!

Anyway, my uncle and aunt came today. He was setting up the router and stuff... don't know why.. it just don't seem to work.. something's wrong somewherw. He fixed for the whole afteroon till now at 10+pm.. and went home defeated. haix... So i'm back to using my adsl modem right now.
He's gonna contact the router brand's company and stuff.. i don't know.. hope everything turns out well in the end.

My 2nd sis is coming back from China tomorrow morning.. suppose to reach Singapore at 5+am. No peace again... >.<

Took another test today!!

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Can't believe they actually sell me out... >.<

doodling @....10:34 PM

Another day spend at home. Hide myself behind the novel whole day, didn't even bother touching the computer till now... finised another novel.

Feeling kinda sucky now, i don't know why. Maybe it's that Mr Hyde part of me acting on right now, feeling sulky that others could be feeling so happy and having fun right now while i'm here feeling downright lonely, sinking into self-pity, yet at the same time hating myself for feeling this way.
But then again, who am i to think that i should drag others into my misery, having someone's complete attention to myself all the time?
That's just plain selfish...

Oh hell, i'm not even making sense. Must be taking too much painkillers.

Just took this test...

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Gawd...Being in Level 1... is it a blessing or...??

High at level4... hahaz..living kinda extravangantly? Got meh...

High at level7..violent... lolz.. those who know me probably goes..ehh? hahaz... I can't be the quiet quiet Jas always and get bullied..can i? I have my share of cat fights too! lolx.. =x

High at level8..gawd... that level of punishment sounds downright scarey. =x Believing and having interest in astrology..tarots cards and fortune telling also wrong mehz... *bleahz...

doodling @....9:37 PM

Today's abit better. My cheeks are not as swollen anymore... except near the chin. >.<
Oh ya..and granny move back to stay with my uncle le.. since they came back from holiday le...

Boring day........ haizz... with dardar not around, i can't go out also... zzz... i can only bury my nose in novels.
Nice story... envy the characters in books!

Makes me wonder... all the romance novels i read.. the characters are often those "love at first sight" scenario.
It's like... u bump into that someone for the first time and juz "bang! u r the one i'm waiting for!"
Do things like that ever happen in real life?
Is it even possible to have someone just appear and swept u off ur feet at first sight??
Everything seems so downright romantic and perfect in novels, even with obstacles and crisis happening one after another...so dramatic and all...yet always ending with one last line of "love conquers all.."
Have anyone ever had a taste of that kind of love before..?
Is it even possible for those scenario to happen?
Why is it that if authors can come out with such romantic novels.. all those awefully romantic gestures done by characters in novels... yet they are unseen in this world?

Guess those stories are getting into my head... gawd... those novels are so awfully good at getting me into dreamy state... >.<

doodling @....11:12 PM

Woke up this morning to an unpleasant sight. Stare in the mirror, could have scream. The swelling has become worst. One could say that i've "upgraded" from goldfish to puffer fish.

Not only that, there was bloodstain on my cheeks and shirt. Looks like my gums must have bled during the night, and drool outta my mouth. Not a very nice sight to picture, yea...?

Rot the whole day at home.. dardar got school activities once again. So i just play gunbound with QingYong, chat with Jie Hui abit.. good luck boy for this friday! *wink* hahaz..
Then i just read my novel... hmm..

Mum brought Crystal to watch Harry Potter, taking the responsibility off my shoulder. thank gawd...

Hmm... just rotting away now.. waiting for 12midnight so i can take my painkillers again... The pain are slowly seeping in once more... >.<

doodling @....9:44 PM

I'm in pain right now!! *sobz*

My two cheeks has swollen... till mum call me Hamburger!!! >.<
Dardar came to visit me today, he's such a sweetie! But he call me frog.. or goldfish... >.<

Right now... bruises have start to appear on my swollen cheeks.. because of blood clot..and the blood spread to the tissues around it...causing bruises.. >.<

I look so horrible!! Mum cook delicious lunch.."mee rubus" and dinner with my favourite veggie "kang kong". But i can only have the same stuff for lunch and dinner.. Porridge with Steam Fish...

Life is so sucky right now...

doodling @....9:09 PM

Feeling sore now... my gums. Went for wisdom tooth surgery today, took out all 4 wisdom tooth. Quite an experience i must say.. hahaz.

The nurse ask me to enter this room.. talk to the doctor telling me and mum the dangers blah blahz...
Then the nurse say my mum can leave and come back at 2pm, after my surgery. So i was left alone and lead to my 'bed'. The nurse ask me to change into those patient's 'uniform' and WAIT. Gawd... that's the scarey part, i was left all alone on the bed, no handphones since ain't allow to on it, then they pull curtains all around me -.-" I just stay there and start reading magazines, while the patient beside me, can hear her sneezing and coughing and whimpering in pain. >.<

After what seems like eternity, this nurse came with this spray bottle. She said it's gonna be unpleasant but she has to spray into my nostrils. Alrite...it WAS unpleasant, the liquid was bitter and gawd noes hw shld i describe that feeling! Simply eeeww.... Then i was ask to follow her to a chair and wait, leaving my spects behind. Those who knows me, i'm almost blind without spects!

Following that, after a short wait, another nurse asked me to enter the surgery room.. so i just lie there. The 2 doctors in there are pretty friendly, they chatted and laugh with me while preparing their 'weapons'. After testing my blood pressure and stuff, one doctor came with a syringe and say she's gonna put me to sleep. She was injecting the anasthetic into my vein, then another doctor put oxygen mask on me..., i just lie there..start feeling abit giddy and black out. hahaz... fun sia..

I remember having a very nice dream, a very very nice sleep...till someone called my name. argh.. Then i woke and remember what happen... i was bitting onto this cotton cloth and felt totally numb at my lower jaw. Then i was push back to my "ward". The girl on the bed beside mine was still whimpering.. >.< But i can't feel any pain at all, but my nose bleed abit. First time in my 19 years of life my nose bleed... >.<
After 1/2 an hr...i was walking around the ward, go toilet, take magazine. The nurse there so surprise...hahazz she was like.... "heey, jasmine is up and walking!" hahaz..

Then she came and give me a cup of glucose drink...nicee! But I have to remove that cotton cloth from my mouth first...gawd..it was damn bloody and disgusting. I drink it with my jaw still numb.. and i never spill!! hahaz...

But the pain slowly begin to seep in as hours passed by... till my mum come see me at 2pm. But i have to remain on bed...hours passed and it gets more and more painful.. i was beginning to feel so restless. The doctor wasn't available to check on me and discharge me. 4pm he finally came back, ask me stupid questions like what's my name, where am i, what time is it now. -.-"
Finally i was discharged.

We took a taxi home, then i just take my painkillers, drop on bed and sleep. Until an hour later, hear granny's voice. She came to stay with us. hmm...

During dinner...my sister so jek arh... eat eggs and chicken and stuff in front of me...specially to make me jealous... i have to stick to my porridge. >.<
But the doctor told my mum ice cream would be good to me, cold stuff! hahaz... *hint hint*

Right now my gums still bleeding non-stop, and i can feel sore throat and flu attacking me. haizz..... Pray hard no swelling tomorrow...

doodling @....9:56 PM

Today i went out to meet dardar in the morning. Then i gt a call from Steph, saying to meet at 2pm for bowling with HuiFen and Wei Sze. But she didn't really feel like stepping out of the house and stuff, with the same group of us.. kinda boring and all. okie... then Huifen called me saying Steph don't want go le... then Wei Sze is calling people up... Huifen say she'll hear from Wei Sze first, see if she managed to get anyone, then decide what to do next.
Next sms say everything cancel.
Then another sms from Steph saying she's pissed.
Just read Steph's blog.. okieee.... gawd... so many misunderstanding.

Alright... lemme clarify stuff first. I'm gonna juz tell the truth in my point of view... if i hurt anyone... i'm just being objective.

Okie... Huifen is wrong... in the sense that's she's too rude bahz.. hanging up phone on Steph. But.. i can understand her being angry, coz we decide to bowl le... (if Wei Sze is feeling well, she can't help being sick..can she? Steph u told us de... she sound terrible on the phone, so she must be really sick.)

This morning, i guess everyone's in the mood ready to go out today bahz, especially Huifen. I know she's been wanting to go bowling since that day we went out at Suntec.

Then Steph suddenly say don't wanna go, of course she mad lor! Furthermore the reason is because u don't feel like stepping out of house..ger ah...that's not even a reason!
Of coz Huifen's get mad. Somemore we already say meet at 2pm le, then Downtown East is so near your house leh!

The four of us always went out together de, since sec1! Often, when one of us backs out, it kinds of dampen the spirit. Frankly speaking, Wei Sze & Steph, the 2 of u are the key people to the outing, it's just not the same going out if either one of u disappear!!

I really don't understand sometimes... 7 years of friendship could have people end up disliking one another.. after 7 god damn years!
Needless to say, 7 years of friendship, we have our fair share of seeing each other's flaws and all...
But plss..... everyone is different, there are some attitudes and problems where people don't see eye to eye.
Don't expect everyone to think, view and share ethusiasiam in things the same ways as you do.
Don't expect people to give way to you and tolerate your bad attitude and bad mood without a word on account of 7 years of friendship.
If u people think u have seen too much of each other, just go seperate ways sometimes and stop stepping on each other's toes!

The problem that lies in today's misunderstanding is that, everything is TOO LAST MINUTE! If ever anyone feels like going out, pls pls follow the few points below!!
(if there's gonna be another outing, which i doubt so..at least not for a loong loong time..)

- Never cancels or back out last minute, unless you got a proper reason!
- Never prompt outing last minute and expect people to rush out!
- Always decide the time of outing the day before!

I really don't know what to say already. If anyone's gonna hate me or curse me, go ahead. I'm just giving my fair share of views. Coz all i can see now is that 7 years of friendship showing cracks...and i really really hate to see it falls apart...

doodling @....10:26 PM

2nd sis is flying to China today with her CCA group for performance today..wait a min..it's 10pm.. she's probably boarding the plane right now... going off for 10 days. Now the house seems so much quieter in her absence. Kinda feel weird. Oh well...at least no one's gonna quarrel with me over com usage at night.

Went with Steph to get her clothes today, dardar came along to, he wanna make his debit card. Well... don't know if Steph likes her clothing anot... it's not one of those which she normally wore.. well... but one's gotta try out different styles right? Wonder when i'll get to see her wear those clothing... hmm...

doodling @....9:52 PM

Todayz went with Steph and Huifen to shop at orchard. But i guess we ended up eating more at Taka then shopping. hahaz.. At least that is what happen for me, can't resist the food!

After that meet up with dardar and his group of friends to go eat at Geylang. But hor.. they very late, so Mr Ho meet me first then we head off on the bus, want go 'book' seats first de, coincidentally meet all of them on the same bus. hahaz...

We went to eat 'hor fun'. The shop is famous for their beef hor fun, but too bad i can't eat bahz, so i got seafood de. Taste alright, can't finish! Today Vesak Day bahz, so dardar follow me eat seafood de, but he still go 'steal' Bihao's piece of beef meat. So bad arh! >.<

Following that we head to buy 'you tiao' and 'dou hua shui', very very nicee!!!

Oh yah, this comes the nice part of the trip! The red ligth district! Dardar told me those even numbers streets are red light district, odd numbers are the hawker centers. It'z just on opposite streets. So bihao lead the whole group of us around...hahaz.. he very familiar with the place orh.. =x

I saw a few prostitues only...>.< i keep missing them leh.. didn't get to see them properly. haix!! Frankly speaking hor.. no offence...but i didn't see any pretty ones. >.<
Dardar told me must look up those stairways on hotels and all. I did see lor..this ah pek with a china lady...another lady wearing pink dress walking out from her workplace.
Then i saw this house with red lanterns, i looked inside and saw this lady wearing really nice blue and silver clothing, talking to some customers.

Along the streets got alot of bangladesh sitting by the road side, then got groups of men walking up and down and stuff. There's this lady, wearing qi pao, she look very decent lehz, she was standing on the street and smiling at the bangledesh.. Kinda pity her...she look so decent!!
I didn't really see alot of prostitues on the streets today, dardar told me it's because itz not weekend, then the police on very strict surviellance, most of the time customers must enter those "houses" to look for the girls. Those on the streets are mostly illegal de.

When we were finishing the walk of red light district, we saw this very dark alley! I was so tempted to walk past that lehz... But dardar say that's not a very good idea. What if there's drug addict inside.. or fights and stuff.. then got police attention.. they sure catch everyone they see on the spot, regardless of whether u did anything wrong anot. So we never walk through there lor..

After that we decided to head off to bugis, which is nearby..walk around for a while and headed for home le.
So tired today orhz...

Hmm...never get to see much prostitutes lehz... i want go back and see again! >.< hmmm.... not scarey lehz, i find the walk quite a eye-opening experience for me, to the darker side of life bahzz..

doodling @....11:22 PM

Today's appointment for surgery is **** up. Argh... coz of some miscommunication and misunderstanding, surgery can't be carry out! argh!! qi si ren le... not entirely my fault lor.. want to punch that nurse rite in her face sia... I waited 1/2 a year for this appointment leh! Then they change to 18 June, how to go school with swollen cheeks!! !@#$%

After that mum went back punggol to take the shoes that my sisters bought wrong size.. wanted to go back to the shop and change. I went to Tampines near my old house to retrieve photos that are being wash. After that wanted to meet mum at TM for shopping, i waited 1hr for her sia! *faint*

The only thing that cheer me up is, mum pay for all my new clothes!! nice!! The shop keeper was so nice!! I was pretty lost in choosing the clothes, then she help me. She knows exactly what will look nice on me and what won't. So i just stay in changing room and mum & that shopkeeper just brought me one clothing after another for me to try on. hahaz...
Mum pay a total of 68bucks for everything!

Following that we drop by at my aunt's house.
Then at night, the whole family went to temple to pray since tomorrow is Vesak Day. We went to 'yu fo' also...den my 2nd sis and i went to light a candle..make a wish.. and put on the wishing pond...hmm...

doodling @....11:18 PM