Can you sue your parents for malpractice?

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doodling @....10:24 PM

I'm so tired..... feeling not very good lately..

Yesterday woke up early.... n ride a total of 2hrs bus ride.. in the morning alone..
I'm prone to car-sick... n that journey almost killed me....
Having a little girl throwing up her breakfast could only make it worst...

haiz..
then dardar had been sick that very night... down with flu and sore throat and fever....
I spent the night writing my cover letter and filling in application form for SIA... doubt i will get in though... but it's worth a try anyway...
So i slpt at 12+am, n felt that quake from Sumatra.

Woke up early again today...
Went to meet dardar for his clinic appoinment...
He not feeling well at all.... >.<
So weak and all, with the flu and his body very heaty.

I wasn't feeling well myself... feeling dizzy... lack of sleep i think.
So i sent him home, and he fell asleep on bed straight away...
I wait till his brother come back around 4pm then left home... can't leave him alone at home like that... haiz..

Tomorrow must go over again....
He seems to be feeling worst... piriton isn't working at all.. and his whole body seems so heaty, and muscle achy..
I wonder if he getting fever..... >.<

Better go sleep le...
I'm soo tired... haix..

doodling @....10:28 PM

I commited mass murder today...
I killed my hair... burnt and flatten them between 2 hot iron bar.
I plead guilty. =x

But damn, i look good! ahaha.....
I chopped off a few inche of my unkempt hair, rebonded AGAIN, and i feeel good.
lolx...

But dardar didn't even comment on my new hairdo at all!!!
I have to ASK him to do so!! humph!!!

MAN.......
*sigh*

doodling @....9:37 PM

Guess what???
We grab a very good deal today!!

Dar and me bought 2 novels at this really great and cheap bookstore.

The 2 novels are:
- The five people you meet in heaven
- Tuesday with Morrie

Both books are written by Mitch Albom, i'm yet to read it though. But i had heard very good comments on this 2 novels.

The bookstore, 'Sunny Bookstore', located at level 3 of Far East Plaze, buy rent and sell books. Majority of their books are in very good condition and every single one is nicely wrapped up! Novels, literature, magazines, chinese and english comics, you name it, they've got it!! Some are bought from publisher to rent and sell, others bought from people.

Dar and me bought this 2 books, and we can tell straight-away they are brand-new, no dog-ears, no white line on their spine.
The best part is, they are selling brand-new books at a very cheap price!!

Goodbye Borders and Popular!!

Helloooooo Sunny Bookstore!! =D

doodling @....11:31 PM

Found this career test in aud's blog.
Guess what i got??



Gawd... did you guys saw that??
ARTIST, INTERIOR DESIGNER!!!!!!!!!!1

Why did i not trust myself when i was young, continue to excel in arts and nurture it??
Why did i got into those god damn fuking stupid sciences??
Why did i not follow my heart and head for arts...interior design.. where i believed in??

haiz.. i guess only stephie and wei sze will understand what i mean, what arts n literature used to meant for me.

=(

doodling @....9:13 PM

Finish my poster presentation today.
Finally, i've completed my 3 years in poly... gonna wait for results.

In the mean time... i'm just gonna play n play n... PLAY!!!!! muahaha...
Gonna make up with dardar, for all those "quality time" that had been lost during SIP/MP.

I miss reading and sharing novels with dardar, i miss having pinic with dardar, i miss baking bread with dardar.....
I miss so many of those things that i never get to do lately.

Gonna make full use of this time, to enjoy before i enter working life, where there will not be such freedom again....

doodling @....9:14 PM

It is 9.30am in the sunday morning, and David Gates songs are playing in the background.
I suddenly have this urge to blog...

Sometime during SIP, something in me changed.
I have become so cynical...so sacastic.. experiencing mood swings every now and then. I would start picking on little things that dardar do, and get irritated ever so easily.... crying ever so often...

Was it the stress from SIP and MP...? Was is the stress of finding a job after i graduate? Maybe it is just everyting...
What's gonna happen to me after i graduate?
Faced with an uncertian future...I felt so lost....

Once before, when i was still attending lectures and tutorials.. Stress was never an issue...
All that i'm face with, are the quizzes, exams and project deadlines.
And somehow... i knew i would get through that quizzes...that exams.. and projects.
So long as i had done my work, i knew i would proceed on to next semester like all other students. From year 1 to year 3, it was all plan out for us.
Lecturers, family, friends, would hold our hand and guide us through...

But now... i'm alone.
No one's gonna hold my hand and guide me...
I felt like i'm growing up too fast...
I felt like the child in me had died.....

Where had the old me gone?

doodling @....10:01 AM

I finised reading a novel today.
My sister borrowed it from her tutor, and brought home the limited edition of the book, where the novel is spilt into 2 volume. The novel is juz about the size of my palm, with a simple red and green cover respectively.

This novel, Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami, had me enchanted completely by his lyrical novel. The character development is outstanding and the mood really grabs you and gives the words a sense of depth and intense presence.

It gives a narrative account of a young man's journey, having to choose between one girl longing to be with the dead and another girl who's trying to come back to life.

The plot:
It's the late 1960's. College student Toru falls in love with the girlfriend of his dead best friend, Naoko. She eventually becomes mentally ill and has to leave to live under special circumstances, far away from him. While she's gone, he meets Midori, a college student who obviously is interested in him. But he's holding out for Naoko. Never knowing if she will recover from her ailment and be able to rejoin him in society, he goes to classes, sells records at night, and spends some time with Midori. He visits Naoko a few times, gets to know her wacky roommate+friend+mentor Reiki, and eventually he has to decide between a life with Naoko or with Midori.
Thow in a bizarre Geography-major roommate nicknamed "Storm Trooper," a scene where Midori sings folk songs to our Toru while they watch a neighborhood fire from the balcony above her parents' bookshop, and assorted other hilarious/bizarre characters and passages, and you've got vintage Haruki Murakami.



My favorite part in this book.....


"Waiting for the perfect love?"

"No, even I know better than that. I'm looking for selfishness. Perfect selfishness. Like, say I tell you I want to eat strawberry shortcake. And you stop everything you're doing and run out and buy it for me. And you come back out of breath and get down on you knees and hold this strawberry shortcake out to me. And I say I don't want it anymore and throw it out the window. That's what I'm looking for."

"I'm not sure that has anything to do with love," I said with some amazement.

"It does," she said. "You just don't know it. There are times in a girl's life when things like that are incredibly important."

"Things like throwing strawberry shortcake out the window?"

"Exactly. And when I do it, I want the man to apologize to me. 'Now I see, Midori. What a fool I've been! I should have known that you would lose your desire for strawberry shortcake. I have all the intelligence and sensitivity of a piece of donkey shit. To make it up to you, I'll go out and buy you something else. What would you like? Chocolate mousse? Cheesecake?' "

"So then what?"

"So then I'd give him all the love he deserves for what he's done."

"Sounds crazy to me."

"Well, to ME, that's what love is. Not that anyone can understand me, though." Midori gave her head a little shake against my shoulder. "For a certain kind of person, love begins from something tiny or silly. From something like that or it doesn't begin at all."

-By Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood, p.76-77

doodling @....9:44 PM

hmmm......... long time never blog le!!

Dar and me went to Ma Lan La Mian for lunch today.
It SUCK.

With all the tv advertisements, dar and i thought that we were going to have a delicious bowl of la mian. *pui*

The la mian taste like flour, the meat taste too hard, and the amount of salt added in... eeeks!!

Their xiao long bao also not nice!!! Yet it cost more than those from Crystal Jade and Ding Tai Feng, WTF?

Their la mian may be cheaper, with cheapest at $5.60, and most expensive at $8.60, but it taste like shit. Whereas, Crystal Jade la mian may cost more, but their 1 bowl can share 2 people, and it's so tasty!

Never ever go back to Ma Lan La Mian again!!

After that, we went to make our RO membership card. The shop is located at a very ulu mall... Hell... it's not even consider a mall!
Just a building with lotsa old shops.

The place is filled with uncles and ah pek... wonder why?
Coz right beside the shop, is a night club, and so is the level above it.. eee...

The shop itself, may import all the RO merchandise... but it's so small.
Working inside is this teenage girl.. she locked the shop's door.
When she saw us then she opened it.
We guess she is frighten of all the ah peks and uncles outside...
Afterall.. she is working alone, her boss not around.

When we are done, we went to suntec for the Study In Australia exhibition.
Haiz... it's soooo expensive...
The cheapest we found is University of Queensland, expenses is SG$18,000 per year... that is not including school fee leh...
Dardar can get up to 1 1/2 year exemption... coz he B grade student mah.
("BIG DEAL~") *humph!!*
Since I'm a C grade student, which i don't see why i should be ashamed of,
(*humph!*), i might get 1 year exemption.

But i don't want queensland!! I want University of Melbourne!!
Loved that place~!! I want to go back to Melbourne!!!

doodling @....10:46 PM

Very happy today!!

Dar and me really just throw all worries away for a moment and enjoy ourselves...
No more monday blues coz of work... haa.. we can rot ourselves away at home!!
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

Dar did something very very nice specially for me!!! awwwwwwwwwww........
No one ever did something so sweet for me before... haa....
Shalt not reveal what's it.. haa! =P

Feeling rather fat lately...
Got tummy le!!!!!!!!!! >.<
In school... no matter how i just stuff myself with countless meals and snacks.. also neever grow fat...
This time SIP only 3 meals... yet my tummy grew..

Shitz man... >.<"

Must slim down liao....

doodling @....10:51 PM

Last day of SIP....

Left the place with mix feelings..
My buddy was surprise by my gift, haa... will always remember her, she's so pretty!! Wish i have eyes and smiles like hers.

During lunch break, i went to visit my inpatients pharmacists and technicians...
Gonna miss our lunchbreak gossips and complaints. haix...

But still... the person i'll missed most is my pick & pack partner in Outpatient. >.<"
He is only a 17 years old boy who just receive his 'O's result.
Surprise huh... While others will claim to miss pharmacists and technicians, the person i miss most will be this temporary staff. haa...

Well... SGH uses FastTrak system in picking and packing medications. that's why you don't need a diploma or cert to pick and pack medications... the position of the medicine is indicated on the label itself.

Anyway.. this boy and i was stationed at gondola 1, so we know each other for about 3 weeks.
But with the harsh environment of outpatient pharmacy, blunt and hurtful comments being arrowed everywhere, it does wonders in building up friendship..~~

Gonna miss his silly + hilarious behavior. Now he will have no lunch-break partner le... haa..

Baa... feeling abit happy abit sad... >.<"
I expect me to jump with joy but i didn't.....
What is wrong with me?~~~ =.=

doodling @....10:47 PM

....

Something in me died yesterday night. The undeniable surge of emotional pain shot through me. Nothing felt worser than consoling yourself to sleep...

Everything meant so little, so unworthy, that it can be actually be put on the line.

It's just like gambling. After slowly earning back the money lost, you are suddenly doing a 'showhand', and put the risk into losing everything on a single bet.

Is it worth it?


Went to work feeling very down.
Didn't see the car dashing passed the pedestrian crossing.
It zoomed right past me. For a moment i wished it knocked me down, then i'll have no more troubles...

Sleeping is turning into nightmare.
Hate dreaming, hasn't been anything good.
Went to work feeling tired, tendency of packing wrongly is higher...

My packing partner is finally back.
But well, he isn't exactly feeling happy also, so we spent have the time consoling each other.

Tomorrow last day for SIP le..., went shopping after work to buy things for my colleague. Spent 40bucks.
Spending money can be the anasthesia for my heart.
But hell, it hasn't been working.

Drowning in my own misery....

doodling @....8:13 PM