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Sunday, July 30, 2006



Surprise Crystal with a High School Musical CD today. She wanted it so badly, so i got it for her. Call me bias, but people tend to like the youngest sibling more mah. =x

Dar's so tired today. Gosh, i wish this ndp thingy end soon. Hate this seeing him once a week thingy only. Hell...it's not even one day. Half the day, he has to visit his granny etc.

Argh, feel so fan.

I really appluade those who can manage friends, SO, job and still has free time for themselves. Feels like i'm being pull in all directions.
It gets so tiring.

It's so hard to get passed each day when you're in a job you hate.

Want to know what my job is like?
I don't get any lunchbreak 2 out of 5 days. Not even to take a drink. Stand whole day once I reach workplace. Sometimes I don't even get a toilet-break the entire day, coz i'm stuck in the lab, wrap entirely in jumpsuit, and working my butt off to be able to knock off on time.

You love your job, i hate mine. That's why i'll be too tired to go out on weekdays night.
But did anyone bother to ask and understand? No.

I have never been the one to organise any outings whatsoever. It's just so not me to do it. But i do try to be present whenever i can. However, the outings always end up late into the night. It always cost me a bomb on outings like that. Buses may be still available for you guys, but not me! Even if there is, it takes me over an hour to get home, wherease less than 1/2 hour for you guys? It's so hard and damn expensive for me to get home, and no one takes that into consideration.

After getting through the entire shitty work week, weekend is all i'm looking forward to. But dar can only spend 1/2 day out of entire week with me, and i'm accused of spending too much time with him, being too caught up with him.

People might say, "Oh surely you spend all your time at night online chatting with him." Half the time i'm online at night, i'm not even here. Being online doesn't prove my presence. Dar and me don't even chat online much,and no, we seldom even game anymore. The last thing we want to do after a day's work is to sit in front of com and stone. Btw, i go to bed by 10.30pm every night. That's how badly work has wear me off, much less any energy to do anything else. I can barely stay awake after 11pm.

What doesn't help is both friends and SO don't exactly click, and neither is giving the other a chance. Both feels threaten and intimidated by the other's presence.

I barely have any time for myself, and everyone still wants a piece of me.

baaaa.......

It sucks when you're trapped in the middle.


doodling @....10:21 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006



Just went for my 2nd post-op check-up.

Right eye - 6/6
Left eye 6/12

Still got abit of astig left. =(

Doc say it's not very high. I still can see without glasses, but if i want enhancement done, also can.

It's only been less than a week, vision still not stabilise yet.

We shall see how...


doodling @....9:41 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006



Old habits die hard.

I still wake up fumbling for my specs in the morning. =.="


doodling @....9:28 AM

Friday, July 21, 2006



=)

Nothing beats having perfecy eye-sight back.

Waking up without the need to fumble for glasses.... no need to fuss for contacts lens care, no more dry eyes at night.... after 11 years of myopia... I'M FREE!!!

Floating on cloud 9!

Till now, still have this silly fear of waking up 1 day with my myopia back... haa..

My left eye is still abit blurrish now, let's hope the degree will stabilise soon.

Praying for 6/6 vision.....


doodling @....9:33 AM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006



It's my lasik surgery tml!!!

FINALLY!!!

Blind bat gonna be unblinded!!! hehe.... ^^


doodling @....9:20 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006



I'm feeling so freaking pissed with my job.

First, this girl took away the Saturday off that's supposed to be mine. It's the only week that dar's free from ndp and just nice suppose to be my off also! Last minute ask me come back work.

Then, today ask me to postpone my Lasik sugery which is suppose to be next wednesday coz workload increase. I had already inform them 1 month in advance of my lasik sugery dates!!!! Furthermore, dardar had already taken his leaves for that few days of my lasik surgery, so he can accompany me, and now i had to go back to work.

Today, supposed to go for my annual medical checkup. Again they inform me ONLY TODAY, i can't go. Not enough manpower. I'm supposed to end work at 5pm, ended up staying there till 6.30pm. Dardar, who was supposed to be meeting me, waited outside for 1.5hrs.

Fucking workplace.

I hate it to bits.


doodling @....9:29 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006



Brought crystal and candy to CompassPoint Jack's Place for lunch.

This coming Thursday is Crystal's birthday, so this is suppose to be an early birthday treat for her. Following that, brought her to shop for the Converse bag she always wanted.

All her friends are carrying Converse, Billabong whatsoever, and she wants one too. =.="

Last time, I only carried those bags selling real cheap from shops downstairs. Nothing fanciful. When it's tattered and torn, my mum would sew it back and asked me to continue carry it.

Now.... Pri. 6 already carrying Converse bags....

What's next?
LV, Prada, Gucci??

Kids nowadays... =.="


doodling @....9:14 PM

Saturday, July 01, 2006



OOoooh, it was anotehr shopping trip again!!!! =D

Total damage: 200+++ bucks?

Okiee.... i know i spend alot, but once in a blue moon mah. I'm a VERY CHOOSY shopper, so when i see something i REALLY LIKE, i just have to get my hands on it!!

Went Far East Plaza with dar, to get the book much rave...



Times and Kino bookshop, both sell the book at $22+, I got mine from Sunny Bookshop again, only at $18+!! =D

Following that, we went looking for bags and shoes.

Bought a pair of white heels at only $21, freaking cheap!! Dar choose it for me again. He has good taste!! Looks nicer than the one i had my eyes on.

Then, we passed by this shop selling bags. 1 particular bag caught my eyes. It had me stopping in my track, reverse and went into that shop. OMG, the bags in there are soooo nice!! Every single one of them. Each design only comes in 1 piece, so no one will have similar bag with you at all!

The bag i had my eyes on cost $89.90. It's not branded or watsoever, but the quality, design, everything about it was soooo nice. Couldn't leave without getting it. The salesgirl knows it, dardar also knows it. haha... Can tell i really like that bag.

The bag had this accessory dangling on it. But it's $89.90 without the accessory. That piece of dangling accessory cost $49.90!! Very expensive!! So i got the bag... left the shop. But I WANT THAT ACCESSORY TOO!! Bag looks nicer with it!!! Ended up returning to purchase that dangling thingy too, which i got at 15% discount and earn their membership card! =D

I'm definitely going back to buy their bags in the future. Each and every bag is unique and so pretty! No ugly bags, no replicates!!

My last purchase of the day, a Pierre Cardin wallet of the latest design!! Cost about 80 bucks. I really needed a wallet anyway, been carrying a coin purse for a few months since my wallet spoilt.

Pretty satisfied with my purchases today!! =D


doodling @....9:50 PM